"If you are, yourself, depressed right now, send a signal to someone, anyone you trust. Say the words out loud. Words have power. You are not a freak. You are not icky. You are, simply, human and in great pain. You do not “deserve” that pain. You are not less than for feeling it, and you DO deserve love and care and relief from that pain."
I finally finished doing my laundry (finally washed my sheets and the blue duvet cover after 5-ish months of use) and vacumming/cleaning my room. There are a lot of things I didn’t bother fixing in detail, but this is really the bet I can do, considering I’m in a pretty bad mental place right now.
You’re awesome and wonderful. Also I’m quite jealous of most of your furniture.